~ The Beginning of The Day..~

Sesungguhnya hari ini aku berbangga..aku telah melunaskan kerja ku yang tertangguh selama dua minggu ini. Ini semuanya sebab kekangan masa yang aku alami gara-gara final examination.

Kerja yang telas dilunaskan:

1) Basuh baju.

2) Amik parcel yang di mahallah office yang sepatutnya di amik pada 31 Dec 2011.

3) Hantar buku Calculus dan Static di library

4) Renew buku System Analysis and Design

Lepas buat semua ni, fikiran aku sedikit lapang. Since paper Calculus dah berlalu..so aku say good bye to Calculus book. :) But still i have one more paper to go which is System Analysis And Design. 5 hari gap buatkan aku lebih relax. This sem really tough for me.. terlalu banyak yang berlaku dalam sem ni.

Some aku boleh amik jadikan pengajaran and some aku perlu tinggalkan di belakang. Contohnya, pada sem ni buat pertama kalinya aku terima " surat cinta" dari lecturer Calculus aku. Rentetan dari peristiwa itu, aku di beri warning oleh ibu ku dan juga abang ku. :((

This one aku benar-benar jadikan pengajaran. Dah tak mo ponteng kelas lagi. Dah tak mo terima "surat cinta" daripada mana-mana lecturer dah.

Dan untuk some yang perlu aku tinggal kat belakang..mungkin aku boleh jadikan panduan buat aku. Kebenaran dan kenyataan kadang kala begitu pahit untuk ditelan tapi dalam kepahitan itu pasti ada manisnya. Day by day i speak to my self. Not easily being distracted by something that should i leave it back. It hurt but i teach me about reality world. It makes me realize that i were in reality world not fantasy world. I should not expect everything nice and going smoothly without any problem.

Someone who always in somewhere-in-my-heart taught me to be a tough women. Remind me not so easily being disturb by emotional. However, it's not as easy as we spoke right? It really need time. When the time come, everything will be all fine.

- Makna di sebalik pemberian hadiah daripada sang kekasih..-

BERIKUT ADALAH MAKSUD PEMBERIAN/HADIAH LELAKI KPD PEREMPUAN :

JAM TANGAN → Tanda mengingati setiap masa dan waktu
CINCIN → Tanda ikatan kasih yang abadi
GELANG → Tanda mesra
RANTAI LEHER → Ikatan cinta yang perlu perhatian...

SUBANG → Tanda penghargaan dan penghormatan
KASUT → Sentiasa mengambil berat/prihatin
PAKAIAN/KAIN → Semoga kasih berkekalan dan dekat selalu

PAYUNG → Tanda kasih dan sentiasa ingin melindungi
MINYAK WANGI → Tanda cinta
BINGKAI GAMBAR → Sentiasa merindu dan tak ingin berjauhan
BUKU → Bersifat terbuka dan bertolak ansur
BUNGA → Tanda perkenalan dan tanda sayang
COKLAT → Semanis cintamu
LAGU/CD/KAD UCAPAN → Mengabadikan cinta dan kenangan
SEJADAH DAN AL-QURAN → Tandanya kekasihnya itu menyayanginya dunia dan akhirat
HANDPHONE → Tandanya kau jangan lari dari ku!!!! Akan ku mencari mu walau dimanapun (melainkan kalau handphone itu ditutup)
Tetapi hadiah yang paling di nanti-nantikan oleh setiap perempuan adalah...

MASUK MEMINANG → Tandanya dia serius n betul2 ikhlas mencintai kamu....

p/s: my hubby pilih rantai.....

~ Bila Cinta..~

Kecantikan kamu diketepikan…keikhlasan kamu diutamakan… Apabila timbul orang ketiga, dia akan hilang akal dan sanggup berbuat apa saja untuk merebut kembali kekasihnya. si dia akan sentiasa menghantar sms..wlpan diblas..ini tnda si dia sentiasa memikirkan kamu…

Si dia sanggup menitiskan air mata demi kekasihnya.. Bukan semua lelaki anggup menitiskan air mata hanya untuk seorang perempuan.

Tidakkah kamu terharu melihat seorang lelaki yang sanggup menitiskan air mata demi kamu. Itu membuktikan cintanya begitu kuat buatmu.

Sentiasa menghiburkan hati kamu dikala gundah…

Sentiasa bersungguh melakukan sesuatu untuk kamu.. .Jangan kamu anggap teman lelakimu seorang yang kuat membebel Sekiranya setiap masa dia cuba memberi kamu nasihat.

Ingat, nasihat bermaksud mengingati. Jika sudah sayang, macam-macam akan kamu fikirkan termasuklah bimbang akan kehilanganya. Begitu juga jika teman lelakimu menyatakan dia selalu memikir dan risaukan kesudahan hubungan kamu.

Ini bermakna dia selalu fikirkan mengenai hubungan kamu dan bagaimana untuk menyelamatkannya dari berakhir begitu sahaja

Ada juga lelaki yang cepat berasa sensitif dan mudah marah sekiranya apa yang diperkatakannya tidak diambil perhatian, lebihlebih lagi dari orang yang dia sayangi. Baginya kamu bersikap acuh tidak acuh.

Hal ini boleh menimbulkan perasaan cemburu meluap-luap, tambahan pula sekiranya kamu boleh menjadi pendengar setia apabila berdampingan dengan orang lain.

Pasti dia merasakan dirinya tidak berguna pada kamu.. Lucu tapi hakikatnya begitulah apabila teman lelakimu berperangai tidak ubah seperti anak-anak kecil semata-mata untuk mendapat perhatian daripadamu.

Si dia mahu bermanja dan inginkan kekasih hatinya melayannya lebih daripada orang lain yang pernah kamu sayang. Kalau dia merajuk hati, sesekali cubalah untuk memujuknya.

Kamu hadapi masalah dan orang pertama yang datang membantumu adalah teman lelakimu. Tandanya dia tidak mahu melihat kamu susah dan rasa bertanggungjawab untuk membantu.

sekiranya teman lelakimu sentiasa bertanyakan soalan yang sama, “you masih sayang i?”, jangan anggap itu satu persoalan yang membosankan. Itu tandanya si dia tidak mahu kasih sayang kamu kepadanya menjadi luntur.

Sebab itulah, kalimah tersebut sentiasa diulang-ulang agar kamu tahu betapa si dia sentiasa mahu kamu ingat diri kamu sudah dimiliki olehnya.. Tidak suka kamu memakai seksi…kerna tidak suka kamu diperhatikan lelaki lain wlpn berlengan pendek…

Dia berusaha mengongkong kebebasan kekasihnya kerana perasaan cemburunya yang meluap-luap. Dia sentiasa mengawasi pergerakan kekasihnya kerana dia sentiasa berasa curiga.

Dia mudah merasa cemburu dan sensitif apabila kekasihnya tidak menumpukan sepenuh perhatian kepadanya. Dia tidak akan melayan perempuan lain yang tidak ada urusan penting dengannya.

Kalau ditinggalkan oleh kekasihnya, ia akan berasa serik dan tidak percaya dengan cinta perempuan lain namun dia sentiasa mengharap kekasihnya kembali kepadanya.

Dia tidak suka kamu keluar malam…tanda ingin menjaga pandangan org terhadap kamu… Dia tidak akan berlaku curang kepada kekasihnya namun jikalau dia dia berbuat demikian itu bererti hatinya belum 100 peratus mencintai kekasihnya.

Dia tidak suka ada lelaki lain mendekati kekasihnya. HARGAILAH Lelaki dan terimalah mereka seadanya…. Berilah diri kamu peluang untuk kembali mencintai seseorang yang bergelar LELAKI.



p/s: taken from www.gilerkentang.com...

~ Cinta VS kentut..~

CINTA dan KENTUT tidak bisa ditahan, keduanya bisa menjadi lega bila terlaksana.

CINTA tertahan = Sengsara, KENTUT ditahan = Menderita

Kalau CINTA dan KENTUT keras bersuara, tentu perasaan kita lega.

CINTA terkesan malu-malu tapi mau, KENTUT bikin malu-maluin baunya.

CINTA tanpa rasa, bukan CINTA namanya, KENTUT tak berbau, bukan KENTUT namanya.

CINTA itu rapuh, KENTUT itu bau.

CINTA itu halus, KENTUT itu virus.

CINTA diam-diam membuat orang mabuk kepayang, KENTUT diam-diam membuat orang mabuk kepalang.

CINTA bagi kebanyakan orang muda, “Ahhh, CINTA monyet…!”

KENTUT didepan banyak orang, “Sialan, monyet lu…!”

CINTA dan KENTUT sama-sama sering dicari:

Kalau sudah CINTA: “Dimana engkau duhai kekasih?”

Kalo sudah KENTUT: “Siapa nih yang KENTUT? Hayoo, ngaku gak…?!!!”

CINTA berlebih membuat orang terbuai, KENTUT berlebih membuat orang terkulai.

CINTA menyatukan persepsi, KENTUT menyatukan emosi.

"I like this girl.." 8

“Aina..selalunya awak study dengan siapa?” setelah hampir sejam berada dalam kelas, Ashraff memberanikan dirinya untuk berbual dengan Aina. Memandangkan gadis itu langsung tidak menegurnya, jadi Ashraff bertindak untuk menegur Aina terlebih dahulu. Pada pendapat Ashraff, andai bulan jatuh sekalipun belum tentu Aina akan memulakan perbualan dengannya. Ashraff mengalah.
Aina yang mendengar Ashraff bertanya berpaling sekilas memandang ke arah lelaki itu. Sedikit terkejut apabila tiba-tiba sahaja dia mendengar lelaki itu bersuara.
“Aina..come join my group for final project?” Ashraff mengajak riang dengan harapan setinggi gunung yang Aina bersetuju.
“Eh, tak apalah.” Aina menolak lembut. Bukan jual mahal dengan ajakan itu tetapi sebolehnya Aina mahu sekumpulan dengan kaum yang sejantina. Dengan itu, Aina tidak merasa segan untuk bertanya memandangkan dia amat lemah dalam subjek tersebut.
“You have to join my group or else you tak ada group.” Ujar Ashraff tidak putus asa. Aina kelihatan sedikit gugup dan takut-takut. One..two..three..Ashraff mengira dalam hati.Belum sempat Aina berkata apa-apa, Ashraff bersuara.
“Ok.On.” Ashraff menjawab bagi pihak Aina. Aina membulatkan matanya. Langsung tidak bersetuju dengan tindakan Ashraff.
“please Aina.for your own good.” Pujuk Ashraff dengan wajah yang redup. Aina mengetap bibir. Nampaknya dia tiada pilihan, terpaksalah dia bersetuju. Ashraff tersenyum lega. Rancangan pertama sudah berjaya. Woohoo...sorak Ashraff dalam hati. Aina diam membisu disebelah Ashraff.
“ Kenapa awak diam? Awak tak suka ke? Mungkin ni boleh bantu hubungan kita.” Ashraff bersuara perlahan sedangkan mereka masih berada dalam sesi lecture.
‘Bantu hubungan? Gila ke apa mamat ni..’desis Aina dalam hati. Aina menumpukan perhatian pada pengajaran pensyarah di hadapan. Ashraff tersenyum-senyum disebelahnya.
“Eh..kita berdua je ke?” soal Aina. Ashraff mengangguk. Aina mengetap bibir.Rasa berat hati mahu menerima ajakan Ashraff.
“ Awak ada siapa-siapa ke nak ajak join group kita? Kalau ada..ajak lah. Saya tak kisah.” Ashraff bersuara setelah Aina berdiam diri dengan lamanya. Aina menghela nafas perlahan. Mahu atau tidak dia harus menerima ajakan itu. Seandainya tidak, dia akan keseorangan memandangkan dia tiada teman lain. Kenalan yang lain pasti sudah punyai kumpulan masing-masing.
‘Redha je la Aina..’bisik hatinya.
Setelah ditimbang dan disukat..akhirnya Aina menganggukkan kepala tanda menerima pelawaan Ashraff. Dia sudah tiada pilihan lain. Ini demi markah untuk kerja kumpulan sebanyak 40 peratus.
“ Ok then..kita dah nak kena start bincang what type of project we gonna carry out..” Ashraff berkata dengan semangat sekali. Aina menggaru kepala. Sesungguhnya dia kelabu asap tika ini tentang subject tersebut.
“ Saya kelabu asap la pasal project ni..boleh briefing dulu tak?” soal Aina. Ashraff tergelak kecil mendengar istilah yang digunakan oleh Aina. ‘Kelakar juga minah ni..ingatkan serius 24 jam tanpa henti.’desis Ashraff dalam hati.
“Well…untuk final sem project ni, kita nak kena buat satu system. Awak mesti pernah tengok system-system yang ada kat internet kan..contohnya online bus ticket..purchasing online cinema ticket..semua tu ada system masing-masing. So now, kita kena buat system yang macam tu lah..” Ashraff memberi penjelasan kepada Aina tentang tugasan akhir sem itu. Aina mengangguk mulai faham.
‘Buat system? Macam mana?’ Aina bertanya pada diri sendiri. Melihat wajah Aina yang termangu membuatkan Ashraff dapat meneka yang gadis itu masih kelabu asap meskipun sudah diberi penjelasan yang panjang sebentar tadi. Ashraff berdehem.
“Don’t think too much.when we works together, everything will be easy. No worries ok.” ujar Ashraff bagai dapat membaca apa yang sedang berlegar di ruang fikiran Aina.

~ Burger-burger Cinta?? ~

Sedang aku termenung..tiba-tiba aku teringat akan cerita melayu yang bertajuk Karipap-karipap cinta...dulu nya aku tak pernah tahu kewujudan cerita ini. Tetapi aku mula tahu cerita ini dari roomate ku.. thanks babe..sebab u i tengok cerita ni.

And so sudden aku rasa nak buat cerita sendiri. Apa kata dengan tajuk Burger-burger Cinta?? nice jugak an..hmmm....aku dah mula fikir tentang plot cerita ni..nama watak and so on...aku tengah daydream ke? nope..i'm not..

Tapi for sure aku tak kan jadikan Karipap-karipap cinta sebagai inspirasi cerita aku nih. Sebab?? Bagi aku cerita tuh sengal giler. Itulah antara cerita yang paling worse aku pernah tengok.

Sorry to writer of karipap-karipap cinta. You already wrote good novel to read but when it turn to movie...not as good as the novel.

~ all about anger...~

Many of us experience anger.

Some people can let it go after a short time, and some people may hold onto for a long time.

I see anger as an invisible black line that you send to the person you are angry with, and sometimes, if you are both angry with each other, that black invisible line is sent back, keeping both people linked together in an endless black circle, until it is broken.

What are the steps you can take to break that link, and what happens when you do? First let’s discuss what anger is.

Anger attracts more anger. When you are angry, you will attract more angry situations in your life.

Darkness seeks darkness.

Anger is one of the most damaging emotions to the physical body. Anger hurts your heart spiritually and physically, and closes it off from being able to experience love in other areas of your life. It can eventually over a period of time lead to a physical illness.

Are you allowed to be angry?

Yes. Be angry, express your feelings, write them down, and then rip up the paper and throw it away. Say the words out loud to yourself, WITHOUT personally attacking the other person.
Give yourself a certain amount of time that you will allow yourse

lf to be angry.

Try to understand your situation, realize that this person that you are angry with on this earth plane may be here to help you learn a valuable lesson in life. Knowing that you may be learning a lesson, will help towards acceptance. You may then begin to ask yourself, what is my lesson?

Are you so angry that you cannot forgive this person? If you answered yes, then it could be a lesson in forgiveness.

Are you

so angry that you can not feel any compasion

towards this person? You may need to be more compassionate towards someone who may be worst off than you emotionally or spiritually.

Once you have expressed yourself, you must now learn how to LET IT GO.

Letting go of anger can be done in a couple of ways. One way is to forgive yourself for being angry.

Tell yourself “I forgive myself for being angry” every time you feel guilty about having such an emotion.

Try sitting quietly by yourself, breath in 3 deep breaths.

Relax.

You may begin to feel the release, a peacefulness with surround you. The other person may disappear from your life, or you can turn it around so that you may begin to be together again in a more meaningful way.

Do this even when everything in your body and mind is telling you that the other person does not deserve to be forgiven. Because in the end, it is all being done to help YOU!

Releasing you from the invisible dark line that binds you to this other person. If you can get to the point where you can do this WHILE you are arguing, you may be amazed to see how the other person may stop arguing mid-sentence, or the argument may stop as soon as it starts.

You should do it because you are trying to be a better person. Because the other person may be worse off than yourself, and not know how to forgive and love. Maybe nobody taught them. Maybe they were unloved, had unknown hateful things said to them as a child. They have grown up angry and confused and wanting to take it out on someone and that someone just happens to be you.

Repeat the following line every time the issue of anger towards another person comes up in you, even if you don’t believe it, sooner or later it may actually happen “I forgive (name) for what they have done”.

Make a conscious decision that you will forgive them.

By continuing to send out this positive affirmation you may come to the day where it happens, that today is the day, and you release the anger.

You may even be able to thank them silently for the lesson.

Peace will pervade you, you silently realized what it is all about, and you finally get IT.

Love and Forgiveness.

~ Love and Forgiveness..~

How can these two words, love and forgiveness change your whole perspective on life? First, you must put your trust in something bigger than yourself. You may call it God, Spirit,Budda, whatever your faith is, trust that it has a bigger plan (could it be a lesson in forgiveness?) than your everyday troubles. What is the most important lesson you can learn while here on earth?

Love and Forgiveness.

But how do you get to the Love part if you have hatred in your heart?Forgive. It sounds so simple and yet it can be the most difficult thing that you can do in this lifetime.

You were wronged or someone betrayed you, how can you let that go?

Forgive. Forgive and it will set your heart free. Here are some steps

that can get you there. Feel your anger, feel your sadness, feel whatever it is you need to get all those emotions out, write it down and then throw it away.

Give yourself a certain timeframe in which you will no longer continue to go on with those emotions.

Now comes the hard part, trying to convince yourself that the other person deserves to be forgiven. Every time this hurt comes into your heart, say to yourself "I forgive "name" for what they have done".

Every time you start to go over the scenario, and start to get angry or sad, instead replace it with "I forgive "name" for what they have done".

You might not believe what you are saying at first. But sending that message out into the universe will eventually help break the chain of black energy that links you together with an invisible line of hate.
Hopefully it will hit you one day. You can let it go, the hate, the anger, the betrayal, how you were wronged and in a peaceful loving moment truly feel that forgiveness.

The best possible way to break the chain of hate that connects you by an invisible link, is to stand and face this person and truly believing and feeling in your heart what you are about to say to them.

"No matter what you have done to me, I forgive you" It is truly disarming, and can break that link that binds you. That's it! It may be a long and hard task to get to that one simple line.

What does it feel like? Once you have set each other free, your heart feels lighter, you have an overwhelming feeling of peace.

You suddenly understand it all, the reason you are here, the lessons that you need to learn while on this earth plane. You will never be the same, because in every situation you can begin to feel compassion, humility and gratitude toward your fellow travelers here on earth.

You can LOVE again. You are a radiant being moving forward in life.

Be Well

~ Free Dieting..~

Many of us have forgotten how to manage our hunger. We leave it until we are hungry before we choose our food. Inevitably we make poor choices, or can even start binging. This can be prevented by fueling our bodies every 3 hours with healthy food. Beware of diet plans that only prescribe 3 meals a day.ife, perhaps it's time to examine this, and determine exactly what the need is. For some it can be boredom, others it can be loneliness, the stresses of life, or perhaps it is a ritual that comes from childhood.

We also have to learn what it is to be full. If we can learn to listen to our bodies we can stop eating. It's okay to leave food on your plate!

There is something about junk food that has a special pull. It's almost addictive. Be aware of the role junk foods play in your life, and try to get rid of them.

If you set a specific goal for yourself you will find it is far easier to keep motivated. Everytime you reach for some comfort food, you can train yourself to respond with your goal. "Will this help me reach my goal?" It can take real dedication to keep with the plan. Focus on the goal every day.

If you overindulge, don't fall off the wagon. Don't tell yourself you're a failure. It's okay - eat better the next meal, or maybe exercise more. Feeling like you are constantly deprived can lead to binging, and can play real mind games.

~ Poem for you..~

Say whatever you want to with all your heart,

My beloved, stay in my heart always,

I havent fallen in love,

It happened now,

So why should i deny it now?

I didnt mischief,

It happened,

So what else should i do?

He doesnt think the world is crazy,

No one knows when he'll fall in love,

You fell fire's raging,

In the winter's too,

I dont know how i said it that my hearts beats for you,

Your love compelled me so much,

I didnt think, but i gave everything to you,

I feel you in every breath i take,

And you intoxicated every heart beat of mine,

Your love has too lovely..

p/s : dedicated to him..my dear b..